After Death Signs and Communications

by RaVen S.
(Greeley, CO, USA)

I would like to share an extraordinary story about After death signs and communication with you all.


Last week, Monday evening - I was listening to Pink's music and watching her video on YouTube. I am Deaf and have to read lyrics and video at the same time to catch what people are singing, especially with females who tend to have a high voice. The title of one comical song is called "Please Don't Leave Me." It's about a psychopath girlfriend who refuses to let her ex-boyfriend go. It never fails to put a smile on my face.

Monday night, August 01, 2011, however, something happened that grabbed my attention. My mood suddenly shifted and next thing I know I am sobbing my heart out as the line that goes "Please Don't Leave Me" repeats itself. I feel a rush through my head and suddenly my logical mind asks "Why are you getting so emotional?"

Next thing I knew I regressed to being a 13 year old and I sensed my step-Daddy's presence. I remember his abandoning me when my parents got divorced. Sobbing still, perplexed now, I couldn't stop crying, then I sensed a nudge, "Look up my name."

So, blindly with tears running down my cheeks, I type up my Daddy's name.

My mind reeled when I saw his obituary in the Legacy website. I refused to believe it. Double checking this wasn't a joke. Sure enough, it's for real.

My world has been turned upside down since. I haven't seen him for about 9 years. I would send him notes and post cards or letters, but he never wrote back.

I cried myself to sleep and vowed the next day to call my Daddy's sister to really make sure. Sure enough, she confirmed over the relay service phone call that he's really gone and died from a heart attack.

This is what gets really eerie, but in a beautiful way. I had an unexpected visitor at my mailbox in my apartment building's entrance. A huge brown tired looking male moth was resting on top of the mailboxes. It was the size of my palm. I thought it was dying because it hardly moved. When I blew on it, its wings fluttered and I was relieved it was still alive. But I sensed it was dying.

That beautiful brown giant moth rested all day and it was Friday, July 29, 2011. His sister confirmed that was the day he died. Saturday, the next day, the moth was no longer around.

Sunday, I felt intense chest pains when I was talking with a Deaf friend on my video-phone and had to excuse myself to get a glass of water and stretch my ribs.

It was not until Monday night whenthere was a final breakthrough through music and my empathic skills arose, to finally register his attempts to reach out to me in his afterlife.

I've been crying for over a week and been emotionally exhausted. On Thursday, Aug 04, 2011, I realized another profound shamanic healing moment took place.

Annoyed that I was really sleepy in the afternoon, and not wanting to sleep, I succumbed to taking a fitful nap. About 20 minutes later after napping, I wanted to stay awake but drifted back into a semi-unconscious state.It was there then suddenly I saw my Daddy's near fetal position stance and I saw my 13 years old child self balled up inside his stomach.

His shell was fading and he was finally releasing my 13 years old soul piece. My jaw nearly dropped in awe seeing all this so spontaneously. I realized that it did grieve Daddy to have abandon me and he was not as callous as I thought he was. I remember for 28 years whenever I visited him without his knowing, he always looked startled and nervous. but then would quickly cover up with a hearty greeting and smile.

We could never talk about the divorce, or why he could not continue to be my Daddy through out my adulthood. Now the 13 years old soul piece is back inside me and I'm nurturing her.

This has been the most profound and obvious example of after death signs and communications. I admit that I've had 6 other loved ones who died and made efforts to let me know that they were thinking and still connected with me. But Daddy's exit was like diving into a pool in a belly flop...no way to deny.

I thanked him over and over for reaching out to me, kind of marveling and feeling bittersweet about how he's communicating more with me now than when he was alive.

I miss him dearly and hope he will be my spiritual helper for the rest of my days.

Kindly,
RaVen




























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Sep 21, 2011
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grateful story
by: Angie

Wow! I'm interested in reading your spiritual story. I heard that a person is interested in learning ASL from you. She plans to share your teaching with anyone in Greeley area.

Aug 15, 2011
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Grateful...
by: Anonymous

Thank you, Karen, for your kind words regarding to my true story of my step-Daddy's (Roger Lee Sanderson) obvious afterlife contact with me.
Still reeling from it all in a grateful way.

Kindly,

RaVen


Aug 09, 2011
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grace
by: Karen Lindsey

Dear RaVen,

What a touching story of love...and how perceptive you are to realize the message of grace sent to you from beyond the veil. Butterflies symbolize after death communication, so I imagine moths would fall into the same category. The idea that you noticed all of the little love messages sent your way is certainly intuitive, but your ability to weave these observations into a rich tapestry of broader meaning suggests a level of enlightenment far beyond your years.

You have a very special gift...an obvious capacity for empathy and healing...and will quite likely bring comfort to many in your lifetime.

Thank you for sharing your very special story.

Karen

Aug 08, 2011
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Spirits channeling through insects
by: Anonymous

Dearest Faye,
Thank you for your website - your information helped confirmed my questions regarding to after life communication - and do spirits often channel through insects- (moth in my case) - and grateful to have found your site. It's so important for people to know about this.

We are so brain washed to be not believe in any of impressions we get. What amazes me was of how I didn't even plan on 'tuning in' - it all just happened. It seems the older I get, the more attuned I become. I'm grateful for it.

May everyone's journey with our loved ones, alive and on the other side, continue to heal, feel inspired and continue to carry on.

Kindly,
RaVen

Aug 08, 2011
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Re: Moth, Music and Memories
by: Faye

Dear RaVen,

I cannot thank you enough for sharing your incredible story. This is a wonderful example of what can occur when we're 'tuned in.'

With Love,
Faye

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